Welcome!!

Welcome to my blog!

Realtalk, i have no idea how to begin and what to say. But let´s start from the beginning.

Who am i?

I´m Vera, i was born on the 13th November 1988 in Austria.

I always was passionate about writing and it always was kinda my therapy. Since i was a child i loved to write stories. I could write for hours and didn´t wanted to stop. I stopped a few years ago because it didn´t gave me any joy anymore, but now i miss it.

I love music, there is always music playing around me, when its possible. I also go to many concerts and festivals as possible. Crafting and Stationary are also big parts of my life. I have way to many washi tapes and all those things at home, also many different types of Planners. I need to write everything down or i wouldn´t remember things anymore.

In Oktober 2018 i nearly died. I had an septic shock. I had an erysipelas again, also and pneumonia what lead to the septic shock. They needed to reanimated three times. I´m always greatful for those people who take care of me during this time, but also the police who made sure i came into the hospital. But since those days i struggle with lymphodema.

End of last year i got diagnosed with ADHD. I already have tons of skills learned in my life, also finally got my meds, which helps me so much. But honestly i need to learn way more.

Who i wanna be?

Long story short: I wanna be happy. I wanna find myself.

I wanna loose weight. I wanna get my health back in order. I wanna get my mental health back in order. I wanna live in a home where i feel like home, with a huge garden, a huge creative room. I wanna be creative again. I wanna find my passion. I wanna travel more. I wanna live a life im proud of.

Right now the big question: How to get there? What do i want? What do i need? I know it doesnt make much sense, but let´s find out together.

Why this blog then?

I wanna write my glow up down, use this as a tool for my therapy.